Losing Her

Lyrics

Quiet nights, losing my reflection

Who am I, but a shadow of a man

Looking down, timing my surrender

Tell my Love, I'm flying now

Mmm cold sweat I’m coming down

And I hear my demons calling at me from the ground

God save me now

Losing her, in the blinks and silence

Each goodbye, it's a long way out

So take my truth, wash it in the morning

Love's imprint, stains forevermore

Mmm

Waking up alone

I’ve been feeling hopeless

So just tell me what you're running from

Did it even mean a thing to you?

How could you give up on us

Before we ever saw it through

But I’m still standing at our grave, with blood on my hands and a rose for you

Remember that sunset in city park

The first night we bared our scars

Tracing silhouettes of love

Drawing lines and hiding out

Now I hear your voice in every room

It's haunting me, sweet and cruel

I kiss your polaroid at dark

A thousand miles wears my heart

You're breaking down at twenty-six

And I'm losing me, and my stomach's sick

We're barely hanging on

Been fighting fate to make it out of this

I know it's not a fairytale

The drunken calls, crawling hell

And I wish that I could give you up

But this love is real and I know it well

Mmm, mmm, mmm 

This love is real I know it well

Mmm, mmm, mmm 

I know

We were never perfect, but what it was was worth it

First smiles in the morning, her voice is heaven coming

And it’s closest that I’ll ever be

I swear I'd give you all of me

I’m turning inside out my dear

Tell me what more do you need to see?

You’re holding back, and I’m diving deep

Then you twist the knife, and I let it bleed

I'll take the pain, I’d take anything for a moment in this reverie, yeah

Sweet surrender young and free, but it's fading to a memory

‘Cause she looked away and closed her eyes

Said love is death and you're killing me

Mmm, mmm, mmm 

This love is real, it’s killing me

Mmm, mmm, mmm

And it’s a long way down

Songwriter: Brandon James Calano

Genre: Alternative, Singer-Songwriter, Folk, Acoustic // View on Spotify

Produced by: John McVey and Brandon Calano

Mixed by: John O’Mahony